so here i am another night of a couple of drinks and to many cigarettes smoked. no love gained or lost but i am ok with that. the best part of the night was the free steak and shake i recieved from esteban just because im awesome. i work tomorrow at 4pm and i am dreading it but what im dreading more is the upcoming day that i wont have a job to hate. looking for a job sucks but i gotta do it. i gotta get on my grind. i have known for two weeks that my store is closing yet i have only put in 2 applications for jobs i dont want and i haven't finished my resume....fantastic eh. i have so many thoughts and big ideas about escaping wpb to see what the rest of the world has to offer me but right now the only thing that is certain is that i have to many bills to pay before i begin chasin anything especially dreams. i finally got my court papers taken care of and my bank account straightened out but i am still at a stand still. with credit card bills, student loan bills, tickets, other school bills and so many other things to pay with the reality of no job in the next month just makes me want an eight ball and a bottle of grey goose... but that will have to wait for now kids. tomorrow im going to meet the future mr.wrong in fort lauderdale, wish me luck...lol we all know im gonna meet fall in love have sex with and hate this man no matter what in 72 hours unless he tells me he can pay my bills and not be a douche at the same time because we all know my love is for sale. sad but true im not a hoe or a hooker im just someone that knows whats up and what i expect out of my life and if you dont fit in than good day. ok bitches till the day i meet the one to make me hang up my cha cha heels than im just gonna drink to much and dance like i dont give a damn because you know what i dont. i will spill tea for y'all tomorrow gnight
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